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i want to crawl out of my skin

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 1:32 PM
a. dag nabbit, calbert is a deviation, please notice this before saying it's not. if you get my journals, you probably get my deviations.


b. please excuse my rudeness, i am refusing to understand why i am being so bitchy.

c. hello, hello, hello, hello.

d. here are a few facts of life:
1. meiosis, gametes, sex? depressive.
2. XX and XY? hot.

e. i have been going through this phase where i sincerely believe my heart has the stomach flu, despite that being impossible. i am just letting you know.

f. love is love only if you never let it go. it can fade, but you can't stop loving someone if ever you did. that's just my view.

  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: suddenly
  • Reading: every sentence
  • Watching: i convey
  • Playing: covering up
  • Eating: every mistake
  • Drinking: i have made

deviantID


i will not use capital letters, nor make sense.

sometimes i can't write because my brain pops out thoughts like babies.

i make strange comparisons.

i do not like certain words. [anion, anyways (because it's not really a word!), breadth, clotted, crusty, hospice, lest, mayochup, refurbished, smug.]

i am not actually poetic.

to do list: breathe, laugh, drink more water.

DISCLAIMER: i take foreverandeverandeveramen to respond usually; i don't know how to take a compliment but i try my best; i'm not humble, i'm honest; i write way too much; journaling is an addiction. i'm sorry if that's problematic.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: your heart, or mine?
  • Interests: not-hugs, thinking, not-thinking, being wrong, imagining, not-imagining: life.
  • Favourite movie: harry potter; girl, interrupted.
  • Favourite band or musician: sugarcult.
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, punk, metal, indie, etc.
  • Favourite artist: banksy; van gogh.
  • Favourite poet or writer: poe; tori, stephanie, c, shane, heather, amanda, rae, vinnie, declan, rory, bree.
  • Favourite photographer: aurorawinter; brixxx.
  • Favourite style of art: realistic for sketches/paintings.
  • Operating System: scalpel, bone saw, thread, none of the above.
  • MP3 player of choice: sansa fuze.
  • Shell of choice: snail shell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint.
  • Skin of choice: pretty, soft, clean.
  • Favourite game: monopoly!
  • Favourite cartoon character: dirty dick dastardly, naturally.
  • Tools of the Trade: my strange brain and some assortment of physical means.

99% of us is failure

i know that it's bad,
that it's the kind that they can't operate on.
and i know it's real slow, honey
painful and real slow;
styrofoam coffee cups
and bagged drugs that never work enough.
and i know it's real slow, honey
painful and real slow.

when we were young
and hit like hammers,
i'd write the nails in your hands;
but when ninety-nine percent of us is failure,
there's no going back.

and i know it's real slow, honey
painful and real slow.

blackbird come the break of dawn,
the tv's on, i turn it off,
walk outside, get in the car,
stare at the wheel then fall apart.

i get it all the time,
bright eyes to bat and hide behind-
but i know they're just for show, honey
painful and just for show.
black rooms to babysit,
white halls to pace and wait for it;
and i know it's too slow, honey
painful and real slow.

when we were young
and hit like hammers,
i'd write the nails in your hands.
when ninety-nine percent of us is failure,
there's no coming back.

and i know it's real slow, honey
painful and real slow

blackbird come the break of day,
you swallow the shit that people say.
walk outside look at the sky,
ask it to fall or tell you why.

Shoutbox

~Makola94:iconMakola94:
calbert is disturbing. i like zebras more than parrots. haven't seen black and white striped parrots yet.
Fri Nov 20, 2009, 2:53 AM
=mode-de-vie:iconmode-de-vie:
hellooooo lovely :heart:
Thu Nov 19, 2009, 11:43 AM
~mandit:iconmandit:
you shld make more polls... SHOUTED!!
Wed Nov 18, 2009, 3:19 PM
~katherine-s:iconkatherine-s:
Just dropping in to say hello to my fellow poet/writer. :D
Sun Nov 15, 2009, 10:41 AM
~asuray93:iconasuray93:
omg you writings are absolutely amazing and lovely ^_^
Thu Nov 12, 2009, 2:08 PM
~EsotericHeart:iconEsotericHeart:
I LOVE YOU, MELISSA.
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:21 PM
~crashcoursewomb:iconcrashcoursewomb:
YOU LIKE SUGARCULT. ARGH. I LOVE YOU NOW. [:
Thu Oct 29, 2009, 10:59 PM
~sesam-is-open:iconsesam-is-open:
If i don't bother you i whant to know your opinion about "I close my eyes" .Thank you.:)
Thu Oct 29, 2009, 1:31 AM
~Random-Gal:iconRandom-Gal:
The most random thing you will ever hear: BLARGENPHASHIBBLENAHIP!!!
Wed Oct 28, 2009, 9:40 PM
~HelzCullen:iconHelzCullen:
HELEN ENJOYS APPLES
Sun Oct 25, 2009, 12:53 PM

are you in love? 

45%
278 deviants said yes.
34%
209 deviants said no.
21%
131 deviants said it's either yes or no- you know or you don't.

Comments


:iconrav777:
:iconthxfavplz: one or more of my 'Wayside Finds' shots! :icontardglompplz:
Much appreciated - Have a wonderful weekend ! :aww:


--
Kind regards,
:sprint:
Frank

Enjoy my last News Article 'Finest Macro, Nature and Invertebrates in Squares'
:iconl-forever:
something gives me the feeling you will like this.

[link]

--
Each man kills the thing he loves. -Oscar Wilde

The hawk on fire hangs still. Dilly dilly, calls the loft hawk, come and be killed. Dilly dilly, come let us die.

it's those stupid things we say in the rain, the words that can't ever be washed away.
:icongalore-smileypie:
i just wanted to say that your poem "all the ways i'll never say" was really amazing. i love your work and i hope to someday be able to write like you. i liked it especially because i could really relate to it. (:
:iconthebratprincess:
I'm just going to tell you this.

It's what I think.

You're brilliant.

:D
:iconfrozenfragrance:
some day, I'll get hit in the
head with some talent and I'll be
able to get my thoughts across like
you. beautifully. then I won't suck
as bad. I keep reading your work.

overandoverandover.


--
"The firefly that sunk into the ocean of glamor
Denial is a lie over a desire
The temperature dyed in contradictions"

~"Filth in in the Beauty" by the GazettE
:iconprettypokemon:
UR WRITING IS AWESOME

--
Art is for good use!
it could be used to build houses
or set a plan!
but i use my art as a passion
or you could say it was blessed by God
:iconohsostarryeyed:
:heart: thanks!!

--
i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.
:iconcleo272:
Calbert.
By far yous best,

It's amazing, and oh, so true.



ox.

--
Don't be silly.
I don't see any ninjas.

:ninja: <----
:iconohsostarryeyed:
aww, thank you!!

--
i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.

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