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someday you will be loved.

Wed Jul 15, 2009, 10:33 AM

i wake up each morning with such inappropriate songs in my head. yesterday, it was 'a.d.i.d.a.s.' by korn. as in, 'all day i dream about sex.' today and the day before last, it was 'uhn tiss' by the bloodhound gang. i don't even listen to these songs, this makes no sense. however, it is funny. there are much worse ways to start the day.

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sometimes i feel like i'm wasting my life when i do nothing all day. i never acknowledged yesterday as a day, it was strange.

but it's okay, tomorrow i get to see harry potter :lol:

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i'd like to work on the 'reasons' series i started, but it will have to wait until i am back to normal-writing instead of this...okay, analogy time:
it's like
squeezing toothpaste out of the very, very end of the tube, or
washing dirt off your hands with a very small pipette, or
fuck.
writing when it's hard to string together sentences for a journal.

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do you know what i've been wondering that maybe you can answer?
-is it possible to embarrass yourself, to yourself? to think something that embarrasses you but no one else knows about that thought? it makes me think maybe embarrassment isn't just self-consciousness.

do you know what i've been wondering that maybe you can't?
-why is it that when i try to say something, really say something, and it's one of those things that i have to work myself up to actually say, and i say it, why does it almost always backfire?

  • Mood: b0x0rz-less
  • Listening to: don'tdon'tdon'tdon'tdon'tdon't
  • Reading: say
  • Watching: you
  • Playing: don't
  • Eating: love
  • Drinking: me

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do not ever, ever tell me: to use capital letters, that i make no sense- i know.

status of me: lazy, overloaded, crazy.

current obsession(s): staples, tea.

current issue: my brother hid the staples.

least favourite words: crusty, mayochup, breadth, lest.

most favourite words: asshat, various crude terms.

future plans: breathe, continue picking apart staples, drink more water.



[maybe if i change what i write here, i can change who i am.]

DISCLAIMER: i take foreverandeverandeveramen to respond usually; i don't know how to take a compliment but i try my best; i'm not humble, i'm honest; i write way too much; journaling is an addiction. i'm sorry if that's problematic.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: your heart or mine?
  • Interests: not-hugs, thinking, imagining, not-imagining: life.
  • Favourite movie: harry potter; girl, interrupted.
  • Favourite band or musician: the jury is out on this matter at the moment.
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, punk, metal, indie, etc.
  • Favourite artist: banksy; van gogh.
  • Favourite poet or writer: poe; tori, stephanie, shane, heather, amanda, rae, vinnie, rory, declan, morgan.
  • Favourite photographer: aurorawinter.
  • Favourite style of art: realistic for sketches/paintings.
  • Operating System: scalpel, bone saw, thread, none of the above.
  • MP3 player of choice: sansa fuze.
  • Shell of choice: snail shell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint ;)
  • Skin of choice: pretty, soft, and clean.
  • Favourite game: monopoly!
  • Favourite cartoon character: dirty dick dastardly, naturally.
  • Tools of the Trade: my strange brain and some assortment of physical means.

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basically she stole your 'charlie'.

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black and blue and broken bones.
thank you for pointing that out- it kind of really made me laugh.

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i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.
thank you for the faves :)

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art is the only way to run away without leaving home
-Twyla Tharp
holy crap, I'm sorry I was housesitting and haven't been online for long enough periods to reply to my inbox, so (two weeks late) thank you, very much, for the favourite

no worries! :heart:

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i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.
thanks very much for all of the :+fav:'s! :)

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'Scuse me while I kiss the sky. <33
Thank you so much for the wonderful :+fav: and comment. Great gallery you have here. I think I'll add you to my watch list. And I'll be doing more paintings in the style you liked, in case you wanted to check them out.
:heart:

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What if we could?
aww, thank YOU!

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i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.
i know, I KNOW, i'm late on this, but i wanted to wish you a happy 40,000, you lucky, lucky dog

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liars, liars, we're ALL liars!
thanks for the favorites!

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"Suddenly I realized that if I stepped out of my body I would break into blossom." ~James Wright

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