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1. "i'm sorry
i don't want to
come over today."
the clock reads 4pm
and i roll over in my bed
again.

2. "i forgot it was your
birthday."
i'd forgotten my own
too.

3. "i promise i won't
hurt myself."
the ER doesn't believe
it's an accident
anymore.

4. you asked if i loved you.
i had to sneeze and it
never happened.
i think you took that
as a no.

5. we haven't had sex in a month.

6. we don't see
your friends.
we don't see
my friends.
i've forgotten
i even have any.

7. i never answered your text.
it asked if i was okay.

8. "i need you to open yourself
up for me," you said.
i stopped talking.

9. "what do you want from me,
blood?"
apparently you didn't.

10. tonight i will sleep alone
but not really.
depression will hold me
close
and stroke my hair,
telling me everything
will never be
all right.
anymore without meaning it

12.22.13

my eating disorder has ruined every relationship i've been in

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PrettyRad-PrettySad Apr 8, 2014  New member Hobbyist Artist
I love this.
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You are so brave.  your writing is powerful and so emotive. I love your style and flow.  perfectly imperfect.
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BellaBugia Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Holy wow, couldn't have put it better myself! Thank you
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Dragonfly22 Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can't imagine what it's like to feel like that, but I can only say, and I know it sounds cliché, that the person who's meant for you will care for you and stay by your side in the good and bad times. 
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:iconinvisiblefeathers:
Ive been in love with your words
For what I would have to guess
Maybe five years?
I've never enjoyed any words as much
As yours.

Thank you so much.
I love you.
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DamagedHomewrecker Feb 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
this is so painfully honest and heartbreaking and beautiful, oh so delicately wonderfully beautiful. 
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JennyDalziel Feb 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Powerful, raw and beautiful :heart:
My various psyche issues seem to have destroyed pretty much any relationship I've ever had, including friends...
Please do toss me a note if you feel able/want to :tighthug:
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hyalophagia Feb 1, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
This breaks my heart. I've suffered from out of control bipolar disorder (depressive type) and eating issues for literally my entire life. I was blessed with the privilege of meeting and being with my current (and only, thanks to depression) partner and I know that every single day is a struggle for them because they never know what they're going to come home to or if I'll stop laughing and start sobbing. We've made it five years but every single day I worry that we won't make it forever because I'm a fucking mess. 

Good luck to you. <3
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shep4life Feb 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Wow that is powerful
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:iconpoetries:
God, that ending is heartbreaking, not to mention completely false. Things will be all right, and you will recover from your eating disorder.

By the way, I know sometimes you get upset due to the lack of comments here compared to what you used to get, but I make a point to get on deviantART to check a few people's poems specifically, yours included.

Take care of yourself, okay sweetheart? :hug:
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