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i don’t want to be a body anymore
i don’t want to be skin
& flesh
bone covered in things
that had been missing for years;

i don’t feel like myself anymore.
i am a stranger in my own skin
& i don’t want to wear it
a moment longer than i must.

the need to take a pair of scissors
& needle to it,
to tailor it smaller,
to fit the shrinking person inside
grows with every breath.

i don’t want to be
anymore.
i think i've quit on treatment
it's probably the worst thing i can do but it might keep me safer
i am so sorry to be such a disappointment
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:iconlibrarian-of-hell:
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
do it, then. it's your choice. nobody can force you to live.
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:iconohsostarryeyed:
ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014
fuck off
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:iconlibrarian-of-hell:
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
oh, i will, in 4 months.
i guess you don't like positive encouragement, then?
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:iconohsostarryeyed:
ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014
to kill myself? that's definitely positive. you're getting reported because no one needs to be told that in an unstable state of mind.
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:iconlibrarian-of-hell:
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
reported? coward.
i support the right to die.
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:iconohsostarryeyed:
ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014
you can support whatever you want but don't go shoving it onto other people when you don't know where they stand, or whether they're stable.
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poetries Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014
I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now. :hug:

Take things a little at a time. If treatment is too hard to handle right now, that's okay. You could try again later if you would like. It's totally your choice.
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shep4life Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Powerful words
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Befera Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2014  Student General Artist
i'm sorry things are so hard right now. :( this is a beautiful poem, though.
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