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why do my d's and l's look like yours when i write your name?
it's just been a little carousel,
spinning in pirouettes,
turrets,
neverending,
in my mind all day.

all i know is i'm glad i don't love you.
i don't know why you aren't relationship material-
in all honesty, you are.

i don't know why you treat me like your girlfriend-
kissing my forehead,
holding me gently,
touching me sweetly,
asking to see me,
sixty miles out of the way
in a city i can fall in love,
with no promise of sex-

all i know is i'm glad i don't love you,
& i hope it stays.
also on this envelope:
-your name
-bands you need to hear
-my resi case manager's number
-discover loans' address
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sheraine Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
so is this the same guy you were with last spring/summer?
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
nope! that is kaput.
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debidebdebdeb Featured By Owner May 29, 2012
you are kaput
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Alittlememory Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know that feeling...When you know someone would be just perfect for someone else, just not you. And then they want to be in a relationship but you just can't bring yourself to do it because you know it won't mean a thing to you, and too much to them.
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
i know that feeling, but it's not my current feeling! he would be a great boyfriend, period, and if i decide i am ready for a relationship again, he would probably top my list for who i'd want, but he's not into relationships. hm.
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Alittlememory Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Well I hope that he changes his mind, or if not that you two can continue to be friends!
:D
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
i don't even know what i want! haha or so i tell myself, anyway :] thank you, lovely!
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Alittlememory Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
That seems to be the human condition, not knowing what we want.
And you're welcome. :)
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hater12 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
hmm, i'm confused by this but i still like it. i both love AND hate you for making me like things i dont quite understand. :wtf:
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
haha, i think ambivalence is a good feeling to evoke!
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