i. today i ignored the dismal beating in my chest [it held me closer than you ever did] and chased after you like a lopsided puppy, watching your skylit legs sink into shin-deep puddles with indefinable bottoms. i looked as you left me miles behind as i shouted nonsensical wishes and honeycombed thoughts to you. [let's drop anchor and stop this off-course ship with a handful of windswept lies.]
ii. your eyes are like my mirror - reflective, deflective, and unforgiving. [the only way you'll speak to me is without words.] one of these days i will write 'ugly ugly ugly' on my forehead so that on opposite's day, those baby blues of yours will tell me that i'm beautiful, and maybe for a minute i will believe them.
iii. your smile looks all wrong when it's upside-down, like the sea is dancing in the sky and the clouds sleep on the floor. i tell you everything i've ever held back, like how your freckles looked like glitter storms and the way your fingers were like spiderlegs. [anything to make you smile again.]
iv. it's like you've forgotten how stunning you look when you're bathed in the golden light of the sun, and you have resorted to sleeping in the shadows with dust crawling at your feet. i don't want to do anything but make you glow like the silver stars, but you're a supernova that's already exploded, and your heart is a black hole, pulling me in. [but the galaxy is bare compared to what's sprinkled beneath your swarthy skin.]
v. i told you that your smile put the sun to shame, just so that i might be able to see it again. you could fly up there and kiss it, i said, smiling with my own unfortunate imitation of yours. you said that your bones were full of stone and that no pair of wings could ever lift up something so weighed down. [the sun in your teeth popped in a cataclysmic supernova; all the light was gone.]
Stunning. And I wish I could elaborate so you feel more loved, because God knows you deserve it, but I don't know what to say. It's just all so delicately and intricately wound together. I love it.
you both write beautifully
The words are just wound so beautifully.