it's sort of like-
how i felt my stomach shake and
my heart blushed at thoughts of words in
pink ink and
i was going to say something to make you
look at me,
to really look at me
and maybe i wouldn't look like i was the little girl i
used to babysit;
maybe i would look like a heart or you would see the
outline of my bra and maybe i wouldn't
feel like an infant with an old soul in your too-tall world;
how i can never answer a question
too close to my
heart or
arm or
leg or
me, because i don't like being touched and
will shy away from the proximity,
shrug some space into our bodies;
how i think about it
forever after,
half-hoping you didn't remember
what you asked,
half-hoping you will ask me
again and i can answer you with words instead
of overzealous nerves and
accidental lies;
how i want to write you something beautiful,
i want to write about you and
put a whole person in a few haphazard words,
put you in my pocket and carry you with me because
i hate being alone and i would hate for you to be alone and
i can't stop worrying unless you are close though
i can't stand to be touched and
i want to make an exception for you
because you, yourself are an exception.















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The first stanza is my favorite, I think
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it was a bad day. the sun exploded;
the earth roiled and tore entire cities asunder;
the bus in front of my car crashed violently and everyone died;
i ran out of green tea.
~ ohsostarryeyed
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i make them good girls go bad !
everything flows so wonderfully, like water down a drain or (in a more optimistic simile) like silk sliding across skin.
how i want to write you something beautiful,
i want to write about you and
put a whole person in a few haphazard words,
put you in my pocket and carry you with me because
i hate being alone and i would hate for you to be alone
that so beautifully hit home that i had to smile like an idiot. xD
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i'm outdated, overrated
morning seems so far away.
so i'll sing a melody
your lullaby for all the times
hoping that my voice can get it right.
look at me,
to really look at me
and maybe i wouldn't look like i was the little girl i
used to babysit;"
lovely
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"Rage, rage against the dying of the light"
-Dylan Thomas
Gallery: [link]
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'I caught Evil Mark licking his stapler.'
(and so is the rest of it, but, last stanza = superlove. XD <3)
"another piece of absolute shit, haha."
butwhy?D=
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love, and life, and chocolate (but not dark), and orange, and green, and indigo, and heartbreak, and flying, and dreams, and muffins, and ducks, and living in a fantasy.
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Vote Earth! =]
Lol, perhaps it's my ex's subconscious. The first stanza is about dead on.
`n
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i'm a million different people from one day to the next.
i want to write about you and
put a whole person in a few haphazard words,
put you in my pocket and carry you with me because
i hate being alone and i would hate for you to be alone and
i can't stop worrying unless you are close though
i can't stand to be touched and
i want to make an exception for you
because you, yourself are an exception." Um. Can you read my thoughts? Or, rather, my heart? Because if I could write this well, this is totally what I would say to him.
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so, tell me, darling, do you wish we'd fall in love? [all the time, all the time.]---the saltwater room; owl city
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They don't know nothing about redemption.
They don't know nothing about recovery.
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