becomes a spoiled young woman
because she cannot stay so innocent
when all the light is gone.
i swear to you the last thing i can have is feelings for this guy. boymanthingperson. i don't know he's too old to be a boy but i can't be old enough to like men. and i don't like him anyway. i insist. so i tell myself that sleeping with others will prove that to me. so far it hasn't.