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i can't find words to
fill me

i can't articulate
a thing
on paper-
no pencil,
no pen,
and blood doesn't stick-

i am stuck with my self
and the monsters
who have inched in,
night by night
until their figures
loom over me,
sleepless.

i am mourning.

the loss of you,
no matter how temporary;
the resignation
to destroy my body
beyond its crumbling pillars;
the sadness in every cell
that contains the ocean,
wave after wave of thorough dejection,
apathy and agony
that nothing seems to solve.

i do not move.
i exist because it is what i know to do.
i breathe only because it takes effort to stop.
the hole in which i am buried
is filled with heavy, sodden soil
and my blood offerings
and constantly emptying myself
receives no mercy from a deity,
no acknowledgement.

i am mourning
the death of my self.
i am very sad and this is why i am so behind

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:iconshep4life:
shep4life Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Heartbreaking a raw. You have such amazing talent. I am breathless
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:iconohsostarryeyed:
thank you so much!
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shep4life Jul 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Well deserved
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:iconmariatala:
don't be sad. you deserve so much love
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:iconohsostarryeyed:
you are so lovely to me. i'd like to be happier.
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TrainerNavy Jun 28, 2013  Student Artist
that's what happens when I lose my self and let my tailed beast form out im not playing like so serious
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cheychey100 Jun 27, 2013  Student Photographer
my feels
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tiajones Jun 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
i understand this feeling very well <3
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