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(Contains: ideologically sensitive material)
i would believe in magic
if i could lose the sadness
that hides in the pounds
i've gained from
trying to be happy.

i believe that magic
comes from pills i take
day after day after-
sometimes it isn't enough.
sometimes i want to
rend myself open,
wrench apart my skin
and let the poison out.
sometimes i need something
sharper than cruel words
to let me breathe, let me bleed.

i want to swallow the ocean
and drown,
i want to swallow every bottle i have
and let it drown me
before i drown myself.

the heavy hooves of horses
stamp over my body
and find no bones to break.
if i had any less spine
i'd be dead;
if i were dead,
i might be happy.
you never know with these things-
i'm not sure i could feel
happiness buried in the earth
but i think it is closer
than wherever it is i am.
says uncle vernon as he slams shut the only light harry can get from his cupboard under the stairs.
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Shinseinasenshi Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me. :(
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Vallestin Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Pretty, nice flow here
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014
thanks!
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Vallestin Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Yw
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